SportQuest Baton Rouge- Round 2
My name is Kent Hinrichsen and this is my second Sportquest expedition to Baton Rouge, Louisiana. The first year was a time of getting introduce to the organization and understanding what it means to use sports as a way to spread the gospel of Christ to kids. This year I was blessed to be a bible study leader and was able to focus on investing time in the lives of my teammates as well as self-examining my life. Due to this, I felt that a greater community was formed. A community of challenging others to better themselves and focusing on having Christ first in everything. Challenges such as being Christian athletes, not just athletes who are apparently Christians, presenting the attitude of Christ in every situation, moment, or trial that we endure.
One of my favorite moments this week was on Thursday during the evening basketball camp. The word of the day was "encourage" and I was struggling to find a way to incorporated the word of the day into a basketball setting (probably because I was trying to trust on my own knowledge and understanding.) I trusted God to provide a way to use "encourage" in one of the basketball drills we did. I started to think of what situation in basketball do people trash-talk or distract people the most. Free Throws. Think about it, Lance Stephenson blowing in LeBron James' ear, people yelling and throwing their hands every which way to distract the opposing player in hoping that they will miss the shot. As an attempt to change that, we had a free throw drill where everyone would encourage the shooter. It was really cool to see everyone encouraging each other instead of tearing people down. It was definitely God given.
Saturday, June 27, 2015
Friday, June 26, 2015
Don't Judge a Book by it's Cover
Hi, my name is Bethany Zornow, and I am from Chicago, Illinois! I am a sophomore in college, and this is my second trip with SportQuest. Last summer I had the privilege of traveling to Costa Rica with SportQuest and decided to try round two in Baton Rouge. I felt compelled to go to Baton Rouge this summer because I have a heart with working with inner city kids.
Being new to the team and knowing no one, or anything that is going on has proved to be beneficial. By not being informed, I've been kept open minded, and open hearted. That being said, each person is blessed with their own story.
Kids have ZERO control of how or where they grow up. Each individual has different circumstances, some harder than others. Regardless of our past or present -- we are all apart of God's family. My favorite experience here by far has been getting to know the cadets and their leaders. The cadets are apart of a program through the state called the Youth Challenge Program. They have been coming to camp each day to help us with: set up, registration, running the camps, as well as cleaning up after camp. The program they are in helps men and women get on the right path and helps them learn discipline. If these individuals didn't want to be at our camp, I surely can't tell.
On Tuesday we endured pouring rain, this doesn't exactly go well with an outdoor camp. We attempted to have camp outside, but God quickly showed us He had another plan. Due to the weather we had to cancel camp with the kids, but not the cadets. We ended up having the cadets come to The Chapel where we have been staying this week. We were able to play games and have fellowship with the cadets and their leaders. To be able to see the joy in some of their eyes was really indescribable. Each person was so attentive and eager to speak and listen. It was fun getting to know about their lives and their family. The cadets showed us what they knew best, their physical training exercises. Man, those things were hard! I could maybe do 10 reps tops, not 50 like they were explaining.
Something else I found unique was to see how the cadets and their drill sergeants interacted. I've gotten to speak with Corporal Reines a lot, and he has such an important role in the lives of those men. If it weren't for this program they are involved in, things could be a whole lot worse for the men in this program. I really wish each state had these types of programs because I believe it really makes a difference. In addition to our fellowship, we made an impact. We had the drill sergeants wanting to come back even when they were off the clock - we even had cadets asking us to be their pen pals. I truly believe we were able to touch their lives, at least I know they touched mine.
God has a funny way of bringing people together and answering prayers. Not only do the children of Gardere need to be loved on, but so do the other people in the community. No matter the age, people want to be heard, and want to be loved. I am grateful for the opportunity to be a small part of their lives, and I hope God continues to bless them as we head back home soon.
Our efforts are making an impact!
-Bethany A. Zornow
Don't Judge a Book by it's Cover
Being new to the team and knowing no one, or anything that is going on has proved to be beneficial. By not being informed, I've been kept open minded, and open hearted. That being said, each person is blessed with their own story.
Kids have ZERO control of how or where they grow up. Each individual has different circumstances, some harder than others. Regardless of our past or present -- we are all apart of God's family. My favorite experience here by far has been getting to know the cadets and their leaders. The cadets are apart of a program through the state called the Youth Challenge Program. They have been coming to camp each day to help us with: set up, registration, running the camps, as well as cleaning up after camp. The program they are in helps men and women get on the right path and helps them learn discipline. If these individuals didn't want to be at our camp, I surely can't tell.
On Tuesday we endured pouring rain, this doesn't exactly go well with an outdoor camp. We attempted to have camp outside, but God quickly showed us He had another plan. Due to the weather we had to cancel camp with the kids, but not the cadets. We ended up having the cadets come to The Chapel where we have been staying this week. We were able to play games and have fellowship with the cadets and their leaders. To be able to see the joy in some of their eyes was really indescribable. Each person was so attentive and eager to speak and listen. It was fun getting to know about their lives and their family. The cadets showed us what they knew best, their physical training exercises. Man, those things were hard! I could maybe do 10 reps tops, not 50 like they were explaining.
Something else I found unique was to see how the cadets and their drill sergeants interacted. I've gotten to speak with Corporal Reines a lot, and he has such an important role in the lives of those men. If it weren't for this program they are involved in, things could be a whole lot worse for the men in this program. I really wish each state had these types of programs because I believe it really makes a difference. In addition to our fellowship, we made an impact. We had the drill sergeants wanting to come back even when they were off the clock - we even had cadets asking us to be their pen pals. I truly believe we were able to touch their lives, at least I know they touched mine.
God has a funny way of bringing people together and answering prayers. Not only do the children of Gardere need to be loved on, but so do the other people in the community. No matter the age, people want to be heard, and want to be loved. I am grateful for the opportunity to be a small part of their lives, and I hope God continues to bless them as we head back home soon.
Our efforts are making an impact!
-Bethany A. Zornow
He Works All Things for Good
My name is Christina Bradley, and I'm a nursing student from Cincinnati, Ohio. This is my third year serving with SportQuest as a cheerleading coach! I feel called to serve God in whatever missions field He places me in, and SportQuest has been the tool He has allowed me to use to fulfill His purpose in this season of my life.
On Tuesday afternoon, our athletes prepared for camp as
usual. We served at our service projects in the morning, and then continued
planning for clinics into the afternoon. As four o’clock came around, we packed
our vans and cars full and headed to our respective fields and gyms. As a
cheerleading coach, I helped my fellow coaches pull out our tumbling and
stunting mats. We noticed that the rain started to fall harder, so we circled
up as a team and asked our Heavenly Father to allow for safety and His will to
be done with the rain.
Camps start at five o’clock, but as the clock ticked closer
to the five, the rain only worsened. We received word that SportQuest camp
would be canceled that evening due to severe weather. Instead of packing up and heading home, we
decided to play worship music from our dance speakers and invited some of the
others in the gym to join us. One of these people was the gym administrator.
This woman is someone that SportQuest had worked with a couple of times in the
past, but we had not yet received the opportunity to reach out to her on a
personal level. She hesitantly said she
would come sit with us for a song or two. This quickly became a full set of
worship as we thanked God for the storm, even though we weren’t sure of His
plan.
As the storm carried on, five coaches and our gym’s
administrator lifted our voices to God. This impromptu worship session led the
administrator to tears, and followed with her sharing a little of her own story
with us. She prayed the most beautiful prayer over us to close our worship
service, and she assured us that she would never forget our kind actions
towards her on that frightening evening. God provided a bridge to a partnership that
evening, which will lead to building more relationships in the future. It was
so incredible to watch God orchestrate His plan that night, regardless of what
we as coaches thought needed to take place. Again, God was reminding me that He
is in control and that He wants to “work all thing for good, according to His
purpose.” ~Romans 8:28
Tuesday, June 9, 2015
The Roots of SportQuest Baton Rouge: Memoirs of the Inaugurate Year
It's 2012, and I am starting my first year at Biola University, a school I had never heard of before the day that I applied. Google searching a school name that had appeared in the whispers of my mind, after the crushing disappointment of falling short one day, in turning in my college applications to any of the big name schools with amazing cheerleading programs. SDSU, my number one choice - no longer accepting applications.
My very first straight A semester, strategic timing, a whisper, and google. That was what God had put together in His perfect timing to jumpstart my salvation, and the road that lead me to SportQuest.
I was a transfer student attending Biola University on an academic and cheerleading scholarship. I was blown away with the evident love of Jesus all over campus. I grew up believing in God and knowing of Him, but I had no idea what was about to transition within me, how I was about to build a relationship with Jesus Christ, and how He would change my dreams. I've always wanted to help people, and suddenly I had a heart for missions - I didn't realize at the time that it would be inner city missions. I had a fire for Jesus, our relationship was growing, and he gave me the heart of a leader. This quiet, shy, laid back girl that shocked everyone she met not only about her being a cheerleader, but about her being a really good all around cheerleader, wanted to lead Bible studies - I've been the cheer captain in high school and in college. I've coached cheerleading and gymnastics. Cheerleading and performing with my team was my thing. What I've never done, was speak up during Bible studies. If I spoke up in my Biblical classes, know that I had a million and one fluttering butterflies in my stomach, and I can guarantee that my voice was quiet and shaky - not something you'd expect from a cheerleader; but God likes to use the weak and rise them up. He took my passion for cheerleading. He took my passion for helping people. He took my passion for Himself, and rose me up from the ashes.
Biola University has two major conferences a year: Torrey Conference, and Missions Conference. Missions Conference is the largest student run conference, where missionaries from all over the world come to Biola. Classes are cancelled mid-week to the end of the week, so that students can attend these amazing seminars highlighting hundreds of missions. This was when I first read the name SportQuest. One SportQuest lead seminar packed with dozens of athletes in a small classroom later, and I knew their purpose and their mission, in playing with a purpose to Glorify God.
Wanting to do something, and actually taking action is a huge leap of faith. Once I embraced my heart for missions, I felt like a kid in a candy store during conference, and SportQuest was that King Sized Reese's Peanut Butter Cup that I was just dying to sink my teeth into. I wanted travel the world saving people. God had other plans. The only SportQuest mission trip that worked for me chronologically that summer of 2012, and yes I just had to go that summer, was Baton Rouge, Louisiana. Now, I wasn't thrilled about Baton Rouge, Louisiana, it was definitely not the United Kingdom, but it was my first missions trip, and I was excited. I could start small, I thought. Then, then I could travel the world saving people. God had other plans.
I fell in love in Baton Rouge, Louisiana.
The Inaugurate trip for Baton Rouge happened four years ago. I can't remember all of the specifics to this love story, but I promise it will have it's happily ever after.
The summer of 2012 was not only my first mission trip, but my first time as a SportQuest athlete. I had no idea that I was going on the first Baton Rouge project until after the fact! The first year, well it was rough. There were a lot of bumps in the road, but it was that first year falling in love. I was signed up as a soccer athlete, I've kicked a soccer ball a few times, and I've always been athletic. The thing was, I'm a cheerleader, that is where my passion was, but they weren't offering a cheerleading sports camp on the Baton Rouge project like they were in the UK. That's okay, I told myself, mission trips are all about sacrifice - or so I'd imagine. I just wanted to help wherever it was needed, I am an athlete - put me in coach! Well, God certainly put me in the game when day two of camp rolled around and I found myself coaching cheerleading to four girls. The next day the number of the group that I had coached grew into the double digits, and by the end of camp the number of girls that I had, had exceeded all of the other sports camps we hosted! It looks like Cheerleading camp was a go! Biola taught me how to use cheerleading as a form of worship - and SportQuest gave me the opportunity to teach and apply what I had learned. Cheerleading isn't just about jumping up and down and screaming go team go. It is about unity. It is about respecting yourself and your body. It is about respecting your team. It is about knowing your worth.
Before our sports camp had started, our team took training and classes in leadership and in working together. I shouldn't say classes, because we really bonded. We interacted with incredible speakers from the community. We took an athletic's behind the scenes tour of LSU. We did this outrageous ropes course, with rock climbing and zip lining - if you watch Pitch Perfect 2, The Bellas do a similar if not the same course that we did! It was too fun to be labeled training, but during those moments we learned to work together. We learned the importance of communication, and therefore put our knowledge to practice. We learned how to lead, and how to follow. We learned about each other. We learned how to face our fears. We learned how to humble ourselves. We learned about Baton Rouge's culture, and people, and history. As a team, we had our bumps and scratches, but we learned how to buffer them out.
The day before the Baton Rouge project had started, the community had lost one of its members - a thriving young man who had intended on helping us emerge into the culture, had been shot. What a way to start a trip encouraging light and goodness - this community was heartbroken, and in the worst way. During my time in Baton Rouge, I have never seen or experienced so much racism and segregation, this was 2012 after all. There was attitude. There were verbal fights. There were fist fights. A life was taken on the first day, and a gun had been pulled on the last day. Do not despair. There was goodness. Hope. Love. I fell in love in Baton Rouge, with the people of Baton Rouge, and with the children, the city, the history, and the culture. Yes, there were fights, but we were able to practice forgiveness and grace. There was attitude, but we practiced unconditional love. We put our hearts on the line, and the community of Baton Rouge gave us a chance. The kids came back every single day, so I come back every single year; leaving each year with a Louisiana shaped hole in my heart.
I will never forget one of the children crying to me, sobbing, thinking that we wouldn't come back next year (because of the gun that had been pulled on that last night, ending the night unceremoniously early), "you're not coming back next year, right? We scared you off." I remember that - four years later. I can hear it, the reason I decided to come back to the Baton Rouge project in 2013, 2014, and now this year in 2015. I made a promise to those kids, those little children that hold pieces of my heart, and I couldn't bare it if I had broken that promise. Sweet baby, my love is unconditional, it is through Jesus - "So we have come to know and to believe the love that God has for us. God is love, and whoever abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him." 1 John 4:16. The Holy Spirit lives and dwells in me, His love is unconditional, and I will not give up on you, because He never gave up on me. And I'll tell you a not so secret secret, He has not given up on you either, He never will.
In 2013, I brought my boyfriend along with me. In 2014, SportQuest Baton Rouge was the bookend of our honeymoon trip, and in 2015 we continue the project together, happily married, and striving to make a difference. As Sean and I grew individually, and as one in marriage, the SportQuest Baton Rouge project and community has grown. 2012 and a handful of SportQuest athletes had begun a movement, claiming Baton Rouge for Christ! This year we have over 20 athletes on our team, not including the volunteers. The light that shines on this city is unmistakable, and the change and growth in the Baton Rouge community has left my heart overflowing - This is how I know that this love story will have it's happily ever after. I am so thankful to be in just a small part of this change and growth a couple of weeks a year, God has blessed me immensely with Baton Rouge!
As a follow up:
In my years with SportQuest Baton Rouge, I have put aside my desire to lead bible study, forgetting about it, and focusing on other things, if I'm going to be completely honest with you. But God, He never forgot. In His perfect timing, He had waited for me to be ready. Last year Danielle asked me to co-lead Bible study with one of our other leaders, Thomas - and it was a dream come true. I was putting my passion for Jesus, and knowledge (now having completed my credits for a Biblical Studies Minor from Biola) to the test! If you're wondering how I did...I'm co-leading Bible study again this year, and mentoring one of my best friends and SportQuest sister to do the same!
I'm all in, God.
Thank you for making me righteous through your blood!
My very first straight A semester, strategic timing, a whisper, and google. That was what God had put together in His perfect timing to jumpstart my salvation, and the road that lead me to SportQuest.
I was a transfer student attending Biola University on an academic and cheerleading scholarship. I was blown away with the evident love of Jesus all over campus. I grew up believing in God and knowing of Him, but I had no idea what was about to transition within me, how I was about to build a relationship with Jesus Christ, and how He would change my dreams. I've always wanted to help people, and suddenly I had a heart for missions - I didn't realize at the time that it would be inner city missions. I had a fire for Jesus, our relationship was growing, and he gave me the heart of a leader. This quiet, shy, laid back girl that shocked everyone she met not only about her being a cheerleader, but about her being a really good all around cheerleader, wanted to lead Bible studies - I've been the cheer captain in high school and in college. I've coached cheerleading and gymnastics. Cheerleading and performing with my team was my thing. What I've never done, was speak up during Bible studies. If I spoke up in my Biblical classes, know that I had a million and one fluttering butterflies in my stomach, and I can guarantee that my voice was quiet and shaky - not something you'd expect from a cheerleader; but God likes to use the weak and rise them up. He took my passion for cheerleading. He took my passion for helping people. He took my passion for Himself, and rose me up from the ashes.
Biola University has two major conferences a year: Torrey Conference, and Missions Conference. Missions Conference is the largest student run conference, where missionaries from all over the world come to Biola. Classes are cancelled mid-week to the end of the week, so that students can attend these amazing seminars highlighting hundreds of missions. This was when I first read the name SportQuest. One SportQuest lead seminar packed with dozens of athletes in a small classroom later, and I knew their purpose and their mission, in playing with a purpose to Glorify God.
Wanting to do something, and actually taking action is a huge leap of faith. Once I embraced my heart for missions, I felt like a kid in a candy store during conference, and SportQuest was that King Sized Reese's Peanut Butter Cup that I was just dying to sink my teeth into. I wanted travel the world saving people. God had other plans. The only SportQuest mission trip that worked for me chronologically that summer of 2012, and yes I just had to go that summer, was Baton Rouge, Louisiana. Now, I wasn't thrilled about Baton Rouge, Louisiana, it was definitely not the United Kingdom, but it was my first missions trip, and I was excited. I could start small, I thought. Then, then I could travel the world saving people. God had other plans.
I fell in love in Baton Rouge, Louisiana.
The Inaugurate trip for Baton Rouge happened four years ago. I can't remember all of the specifics to this love story, but I promise it will have it's happily ever after.
The summer of 2012 was not only my first mission trip, but my first time as a SportQuest athlete. I had no idea that I was going on the first Baton Rouge project until after the fact! The first year, well it was rough. There were a lot of bumps in the road, but it was that first year falling in love. I was signed up as a soccer athlete, I've kicked a soccer ball a few times, and I've always been athletic. The thing was, I'm a cheerleader, that is where my passion was, but they weren't offering a cheerleading sports camp on the Baton Rouge project like they were in the UK. That's okay, I told myself, mission trips are all about sacrifice - or so I'd imagine. I just wanted to help wherever it was needed, I am an athlete - put me in coach! Well, God certainly put me in the game when day two of camp rolled around and I found myself coaching cheerleading to four girls. The next day the number of the group that I had coached grew into the double digits, and by the end of camp the number of girls that I had, had exceeded all of the other sports camps we hosted! It looks like Cheerleading camp was a go! Biola taught me how to use cheerleading as a form of worship - and SportQuest gave me the opportunity to teach and apply what I had learned. Cheerleading isn't just about jumping up and down and screaming go team go. It is about unity. It is about respecting yourself and your body. It is about respecting your team. It is about knowing your worth.
Before our sports camp had started, our team took training and classes in leadership and in working together. I shouldn't say classes, because we really bonded. We interacted with incredible speakers from the community. We took an athletic's behind the scenes tour of LSU. We did this outrageous ropes course, with rock climbing and zip lining - if you watch Pitch Perfect 2, The Bellas do a similar if not the same course that we did! It was too fun to be labeled training, but during those moments we learned to work together. We learned the importance of communication, and therefore put our knowledge to practice. We learned how to lead, and how to follow. We learned about each other. We learned how to face our fears. We learned how to humble ourselves. We learned about Baton Rouge's culture, and people, and history. As a team, we had our bumps and scratches, but we learned how to buffer them out.
The day before the Baton Rouge project had started, the community had lost one of its members - a thriving young man who had intended on helping us emerge into the culture, had been shot. What a way to start a trip encouraging light and goodness - this community was heartbroken, and in the worst way. During my time in Baton Rouge, I have never seen or experienced so much racism and segregation, this was 2012 after all. There was attitude. There were verbal fights. There were fist fights. A life was taken on the first day, and a gun had been pulled on the last day. Do not despair. There was goodness. Hope. Love. I fell in love in Baton Rouge, with the people of Baton Rouge, and with the children, the city, the history, and the culture. Yes, there were fights, but we were able to practice forgiveness and grace. There was attitude, but we practiced unconditional love. We put our hearts on the line, and the community of Baton Rouge gave us a chance. The kids came back every single day, so I come back every single year; leaving each year with a Louisiana shaped hole in my heart.
I will never forget one of the children crying to me, sobbing, thinking that we wouldn't come back next year (because of the gun that had been pulled on that last night, ending the night unceremoniously early), "you're not coming back next year, right? We scared you off." I remember that - four years later. I can hear it, the reason I decided to come back to the Baton Rouge project in 2013, 2014, and now this year in 2015. I made a promise to those kids, those little children that hold pieces of my heart, and I couldn't bare it if I had broken that promise. Sweet baby, my love is unconditional, it is through Jesus - "So we have come to know and to believe the love that God has for us. God is love, and whoever abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him." 1 John 4:16. The Holy Spirit lives and dwells in me, His love is unconditional, and I will not give up on you, because He never gave up on me. And I'll tell you a not so secret secret, He has not given up on you either, He never will.
In 2013, I brought my boyfriend along with me. In 2014, SportQuest Baton Rouge was the bookend of our honeymoon trip, and in 2015 we continue the project together, happily married, and striving to make a difference. As Sean and I grew individually, and as one in marriage, the SportQuest Baton Rouge project and community has grown. 2012 and a handful of SportQuest athletes had begun a movement, claiming Baton Rouge for Christ! This year we have over 20 athletes on our team, not including the volunteers. The light that shines on this city is unmistakable, and the change and growth in the Baton Rouge community has left my heart overflowing - This is how I know that this love story will have it's happily ever after. I am so thankful to be in just a small part of this change and growth a couple of weeks a year, God has blessed me immensely with Baton Rouge!
As a follow up:
In my years with SportQuest Baton Rouge, I have put aside my desire to lead bible study, forgetting about it, and focusing on other things, if I'm going to be completely honest with you. But God, He never forgot. In His perfect timing, He had waited for me to be ready. Last year Danielle asked me to co-lead Bible study with one of our other leaders, Thomas - and it was a dream come true. I was putting my passion for Jesus, and knowledge (now having completed my credits for a Biblical Studies Minor from Biola) to the test! If you're wondering how I did...I'm co-leading Bible study again this year, and mentoring one of my best friends and SportQuest sister to do the same!
I'm all in, God.
"…the righteous gives and does not hold back." Proverbs 21:26
Thank you for making me righteous through your blood!
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| Biola University Cheerleading 2012 |
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| SportQuest Baton Rouge 2012 Team |
Saturday, May 30, 2015
The Roots of SportQuest Baton Rouge: A Letter from the Founder
This blog isn’t about me. But my story ties into the
SportQuest Baton Rouge project in some really hard to fathom ways—the kind of
ways that can only be directed by a sovereign God who pursues people with such
determination that he makes plans and carries them out over lifetimes. Some of
the stitches in his plan surrounding my life are only becoming clear as I look
back over the past decade.
SportQuest is all about using sports as a universal language
to communicate the gospel. Like most SQ staff, sports have been a part of my
life for a long time. I discovered soccer on the playground in first grade and
fell immediately in love. My first coach was a Catholic nun who coached in her
full black and white nun’s habit. We called her “Coach Sister.”
I got brutally made fun of in elementary and early middle
school, and soccer became a refuge. It was the one area of my life where I felt
protected from the bullying, because I was really good at it. So I poured a lot
of energy into soccer, and then softball, and over many years, I established my
identity in my athletic abilities.
It worked well until my junior year of high school, when my
left knee was injured. The roots of the injury were in a genetic condition I
had been diagnosed with when I was 12. Doctors said I wasn’t made to play soccer.
There was no way my body could sustain the running and twisting the sport
required. Trying to prove them wrong by playing anyway, I proved them right.
But one of the core qualities of my being is a stubborn determination to
achieve my goals, so I went through surgery and rehab in an attempt to play my
senior year and rescue my dream of playing sports in college.
In the emotional upheaval of losing my identity when I was
injured and could no longer play sports for 8-9 months, God called me into
ministry. Specifically, he called me to become a missionary. I ran away from
the call for a while, but it got louder and louder until the lack of peace was
unbearable. So I relented, and made some compromises. Instead of playing
soccer, I would play softball (easier on the joints), and instead of playing
softball at a public university, I would look into Christian schools so I could
study missions while pursuing my athletic goals. I tried out and received a
softball scholarship to Milligan College, a Christian liberal arts college in
East Tennessee. They had an amazing softball program, and a Bible major, so I
could follow God’s plans and my plans. Win-win. Right?
I learned the hard way God doesn’t compromise. He gets what
he wants, and he wants ALL of me. ALL of my energy and attention, ALL of my
affection. My goals and dreams, my abilities. My identity. I had been splitting
all of me for a long time between God and sports. I wish it would have been as
simple as stitching me back together again, but as a master life-surgeon, God
knew some parts of me weren’t healthy. I couldn’t be fixed until I was further
broken.
On graduation night from high school, I was at an overnight
party at a gym. I was in full celebration mode, having just finished high
school, winning valedictorian and the award for the female athlete with the
best sportsmanship. While playing a game with some friends at around 4am,
things went terribly wrong. I had the ball on my feet, when a teammate stepped
between my legs trying to take the ball away. In the process, she threw me off
balance, I twisted and, falling, popped my knee. In a single fall, I undid the
surgery and over one year of rehab that I had completed between my junior and
senior years. I knew immediately my scholarship dreams were over.
Over the next few days, I saw my doctor and physical
therapists for the bad news. My dad sat next to me and cried as they delivered
it because he knew how deep inside of me the breaking was going, like hairline
fractures that spiral out further and further until the entire structure
shatters. A competitive sports career was impossible. Another knee surgery
couldn’t be done because of scar tissue and internal issues from the first
surgery. Things might heal, but they wouldn’t be as strong.
Two weeks later, I was on my first SportQuest trip (which I
signed up for as part of my compromise with God), and I was on crutches for
most of the project. It was a hard 3 weeks in Ireland, trying to keep up with
my team and processing all of the feelings of loss and anger from the injury.
My mom told me losing sports was probably going to feel like losing a person
who I was really close to. I still haven’t lost a close family member, but if
it feels like having bits of yourself ripped out with a jagged knife until your
soul is full of so many empty places that you finally go numb…that’s what it
was like.
I arrived on Milligan’s campus in August as just a student.
Not a student-athlete. For the first time in my life, I wouldn’t have the
automatic friends of a sports team. It was hard during the first couple of
semesters as I said a long goodbye to the person I thought I was going to
become. But as I let go of that vision, God started to replace it with his. With
extra time in my schedule, I fully embraced my studies and fell in love with
learning. I double majored in sociology and humanities, minored in French, and
studied abroad for a summer in France and for a semester in Uganda. I spent my
evenings volunteering at a community center after school program for low-income
kids.
In the summers during college, I continued to travel with
SportQuest. The call into missions that God had given me so many years before
was becoming more clear, and I could use sports for his glory more effectively
when my ego wasn’t involved. After Ireland in 2006, I went to Belgium in 2007,
then to Indianapolis for state side SQ projects in 2009 and 2010. Approaching
college graduation in 2010, I started looking into overseas missions
opportunities, assuming it was time to jump wholeheartedly into the life of
ministry God had prepared for me.
But then God sent me to graduate school instead. It was an
unexpected door, but God made it clear to me that it was the one he wanted me
to walk through. I had no desire to stay in school, and definitely no desire to
move to Louisiana, far away from family and college friends, where I knew no
one and had never even visited. But God’s direction was clear, and I had
already learned the hard way that there was no compromising. So in the fall of
2010, I started the Ma/PhD program in sociology at Louisiana State University.
The first year was brutal because I didn’t want to be in
grad school or in Louisiana. I made plans to intern with SportQuest in the
summer so I could get away from Baton Rouge to do something I wanted to do.
Near the end of the spring semester, as I was making plans to leave for three
months for the internship, I did a service project with some Baton Rouge
friends in a neighborhood called Gardere. We were there to help give away much
needed furniture and other items to low income families. But the project took
place in a large park in Gardere, and I noticed lots of children wandering
around with nothing to do while their parents worked with the volunteers to get
what they needed.
I found a basketball and a soccer ball and in a matter of a
few minutes plugged in my friends to play pick-up games with the kids. A
football game soon started as well. I stepped back to observe 50-60 kids playing
3 different sports with 15-20 volunteers, and the Holy Spirit struck like
lightening. I got way more pieces of God’s plan than I was usually privileged
to have at one time. This is it, a
voice said. I knew why I was in grad school in Louisiana. This park, these
kids, my experience with SportQuest, the call into missions, all came together.
A few weeks later, I went to Indianapolis to begin the
internship. I ran the idea of starting a Baton Rouge project by the director of
SQ. He didn’t say no, but there was lot going on, so he wanted to think about
it. The internship got busy and soon I wasn’t thinking about it anymore. After
helping plan the Indianapolis project, I took off to lead a team in Ireland. I
was supposed to lead for 3 weeks in Ireland and 3 weeks in Belgium, but things
didn’t go according to plan.
During the middle of the final week in Ireland, I played in
a soccer game in the place of a teammate who could no longer play. We didn’t
want to cancel the game and lose the ministry opportunity, so I stepped in to
play goalie even though I hadn’t played in a competitive soccer game for over 5
years. One of the Irish players took a really hard shot from less than 10 feet
away from me, and when I threw my hand out to punch the ball away, my wrist
shattered. After two days in and out of Irish hospitals, doctors
decided that I needed surgery to fix my wrist. My dad decided the surgery was
going to happen in Kentucky (where I grew up), not in Belgium, as I had hoped.
The internship ended early and I found myself having another surgery. I started
my second year of grad school in a wrist-brace, hardly able to write.
In November that year, near the end of the first semester of
my second year of grad school, the director of SportQuest called. I was on
campus working on a final paper for one of my classes. He asked if I remembered
mentioning doing a project in Baton Rouge. Of course I did, but we hadn’t discussed
it since I mentioned it briefly over the summer. Well, he said, if I could find
support for the idea in Baton Rouge, he was giving me the green light to start
something. I also had $1,000 left over in my account since my internship had
ended early the previous summer, so a project budget was already in place.
In the summer of 2012, the inaugural SportQuest Baton Rouge
project was completed. We had 11 coaches and over 200 kids came to camp. (I’ll
let you imagine the chaos.) The project, in many ways, was a disaster. I had a
lot to learn. The kids were wild and misbehaved. The team was overwhelmed. But
even though nothing went according to my plans, it was clear that the Lord had
plans to use sports ministry in Gardere to reveal himself to the kids and
families in the neighborhood.
Three years later, we are preparing for our 4th
year of camp. Over 20 athletes are signed up to fly to Baton Rouge to coach
(more than half of them returning from previous summers), and a strong team of
Baton Rouge coordinators are working together to put all of the project details
in place. (I learned the hard way that it’s better for everyone if I am not in
charge of the details—delegation is amazing!) I don’t have space here to write
about all the things the Lord has done to build SportQuest Baton Rouge, but I
can look back and see how this is something he had been planning for a long
time…putting each and every stitch carefully, and sometimes painfully, into
place.
I’m so thankful for all of the broken parts of me and the valleys of my
story that the Lord used for the foundation of SportQuest Baton Rouge.
Forget the former things;
do not dwell on the past.
See, I am doing a new thing!
Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?
I am making a way in the wilderness
and streams in the wasteland.
do not dwell on the past.
See, I am doing a new thing!
Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?
I am making a way in the wilderness
and streams in the wasteland.
Isaiah 43:18-19
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